"my favorite moment of the night is

when i'm so drunk i cannot hear anything,

i cannot hear people make fun of me,

i cannot hear my phone buzz with

text messages from my angry dad,

i cannot hear the rythmically

creeping sound of my frantic heartbeat.

it's euphoria,

it's bliss,

i know lindsay hears the nothingness,

i know lindsay, overwhelmed by

all the flashing lights,

can also hear the same

pulsing ambience."